Stop the urge!

I have been so stressed out these last couple of weeks, I want a cigarette more and more.  Up until this point I haven't craved a cigarette or even wanted one.  My husband smokes and it never bothered me.  Between Tony being laid off, to selling all stuff, the kids, moving cross country to Alabama and now school is on top of that.  I have a research paper due in 3 weeks.  I have other assignments due by sunday that I haven't finished yet.  I still have packing to do, cleaning up the house, taking out the garbage, etc.  Then I get to listen to Tony and Matthew bitch with each other.  I seriously, seriously, wonder how I survive.  I'm so overwhelmed and stressed beyond belief.  It's for my kids.  I have to keep telling myself that.  No more smoking!  I gotta buy some gum or something.