MIA

As you've noticed, I have not posted in a few days.  I have had alot of problems here at home.  Currently, my husband is on his way with my step-son to the physco ward of the hospital.  Matthew thinks banging his head against the wall and clawing himself until he draws blood is the right thing to do.  My husband and I think he is suicidal.  A harm to himself and the people he lives with.

This has been going on for years.  Ever since his mother walked out of his life to be with a convicted felon, all his anger has been taken out on us.  He beat the hell out of my, then 2 year old, son in the back so bad he had brusies all over him all because he keep playing with toys when Matthew wanted to put them up.  Taking caution of my children, I gave my husband a decision to make.  Either we were leaving or he could find his son another place to leave.  I was not going to leave in fear of him and I was not about to take the chance of my children being hurt again.  That's when he came to live with my husband's sister here in Washington.

Last night he thought calling me a "SOB" and a fat ass was respectful.  I am not under any circumstances will I continue to live in this crap with him.  My children does not need to be around that to learn from his example because of like Matthew, he knows I will put my kids in their place.  Hell, my 1 year old has more manners than him.  She says, Yes Ma'am, No Ma'am, Please, Thank you and Your Welcome.  If she knows her manners I know he sure in the hell does.

The downfall to all of this, is I haven't been able to do any of my homework except for a decision question for my AP I class.  With the continuing screaming, yelling, and constant fighting with him, I cannot do nothing.  With the grace of God, I will get everything finished.  Otherwise, it will be late.  Did I mention we are moving the end of June?!  Ugggggg.